When traffic is steady, but moving, there is a game I occasionally play.
I'll study the distance to the car ahead of me, close my eyes, and count.
One, one-thousand. Two, one-thousand. Three, one-thousand. Four, one-thousand.
Five. Six. Seven.
Eight.
I often stop at eight.
But not always.
—
where have all my bad dreams gone
the house without doors
the cracked teeth and empty eyes
where have all my nightmares gone
denser than my waking thoughts
where I wait with anticipation for my
paper-thin demise at the hands
of kind strangers
The very thought of that is terrifying. I don’t really trust other cars on the road. They are very unpredictable. I don’t even like sneezing when I drive because you cant keep your eyes open. Your far braver than me…
I like your poetry, its real, and raw, and speaks to my soul.
Oh. Goodness.
Please don’t do that anymore.
elise