when your breath catches
I imagine a butterfly
caught
in your throat.
and if I listen closely
perhaps
I will hear it
flu t t er
against
your
pulse
Words, the blood of poets. Slick, wet, hot, pouring over the page in a curtain of sultry satin red.
when your breath catches
I imagine a butterfly
caught
in your throat.
and if I listen closely
perhaps
I will hear it
flu t t er
against
your
pulse
I am the worst kind of ghost
slept into your blood
astringent
a duenna for the soul
child,
the scars you carry
never quite reach your eyes
or smile.
they don’t give edge to your laughter
or bitterness to your voice
they are a reminder of life
the memory of pain
and you wear them well
I’m sorry I asked for a pristine canvas.
I’d rather have you.
Johnny was a boy who drew
with long lazy strokes
leaning loose across an empty page
they said:
‘stay within the edges, Johnny! don’t want to murder the margins’
he goes where he wants
though
making poetry of indecision
they considered him
a Kindergarten failure.
it’s not a cop out,
he just
never quite saw the lines
between the spaces
It’s the trembling that makes me wonder.
when her shivers become something
more
a voiceless cry
expanding from her center
roiling outward in waves
that leave her shaken
and moved
(away from herself)
just how far is she.
pain, daughter to stone
is heavier then I expected
and it rolls downhill
gut-punching all the way
reminds me of an unfolding flower
her scent, forgotten
a non-mystery waiting to happen
I am the ragged poet
the scarecrow of words
my verses are unwashed,
dirty and rank
but she loved them
she was the hours in curves
making art of her flesh
both sinuous and sweet
and she reminded me of untouched days
the remnants of something delicate
an undiscovered jealousy
or a child's sudden temper
I
the worm to her apple, the snake to her eve
brutally faithful to her failings
trusted companion to her worser half
I
dreamt her with outstretched arms
and the callous grace of the unforgiving liar
she was mine.
my darling soliloquy
my most unfaithful servant
and now she is yours, as well
I write about writing
and when I read what I wrote
I know I am right about writing
when it goes for the throat
halloween
and dracula's purring, heard the blood
in the next room
came a-runnin'
all courtly like,
(sabre-toothed smile
notwithstanding)
but i knew his type.
'no food here' i said.
so he left
sucker.
my sinister sleep
clings, wraps full arms around me
coyly buxom and full of honeyed memory
her silky weeds are my lover's hair
tangled between fingers, plump thighs
and my awakening
she keeps me close