unfinish yourself
unsmooth the edges
allow things to become
untidy
be unsteady
and
un
balanced
but do not think
you will leave
untouched
Words, the blood of poets. Slick, wet, hot, pouring over the page in a curtain of sultry satin red.
unfinish yourself
unsmooth the edges
allow things to become
untidy
be unsteady
and
un
balanced
but do not think
you will leave
untouched
swallowing
fractured, mirror-shaped
teardrops
i saw you,
in black and red,
thought to call out
through the tide of crimson
and choked on your name
instead
now,
when I taste blood,
I always think of you.
without the garden of
your needs
I would be lost
Who says you can't condense wisdom into a few pithy words? Here are my Rumi-inspired snippets of poetry. Let them amuse. Let them enlighten. Let them make you laugh.
—
For Magdelana.
—
rain-drenched and disheveled
i will be guided by your grace
place my feet in the mist-kissed pattern of your own
and dance
swifter than disillusionment,
no time for shame
or self-rot,
or self-not,
i devolved into the sound
of rain
and i sang to you
of rivers and oceans
salt-touched mornings
and dark blue nights
until I lay against your breasts
wet beads of perspiration,
the scars of your dance,
one and the same.
Looking back at this poem, now, I see it as more cynical than I really I am.
—
Christ paid twice for daily pain,
delving deeper in thorns than questions might imply.
my hands were brown with martyr’s blood.
soon wrapped in the leather-skin of long-dead animals
I watched faith’s bloody kisses sweep the masses
like butterflies landing on their cheeks,
eating their teeth from the hollow spaces inside their heads.
Not faint their callous touch,
it lurched through the humbled spaces
and perched on withered limbs.
A select few were gathered and allotted time in their master’s arms.
tickle
words
drink dreams from between her thighs
let her moisture press patterns in the symptoms
of your illness finding cure
somewhere between her lips and tongue.
until you can ride her laughter without remorse
corners turn evolutions around curves, paying homage to the
painted shadow plays layered like tattoos draped across her skin
and left in memory of dreamt landscapes that melted under
the heat of her lemon-dropped shop of salt beaches
I crawled into yesterday and found too delicious to leave.
crinkles pretend smoothness underneath
which is why I prefer hard liquor to gold
lacquered skin passed in dreamt serenity
finding once more the eloquence of skin made alive with a whisper
or wept in rivers down eager slopes.
and you thought I was sweet.
My best writing, I believe, is born in desperation. It is a unique feeling, an intersection of desire and fear, and it compels me. A geas most often born of lust, it is not always sourced in such a manner.
Sometimes it is found in something altogether more humbling.
For NE.
—
I, too, put my hand to glass
thinking the process
simple
poured molten sand
(with flecks
of
gold)
into a mold made
by my clasped
hands
born
I mistook their scars
for faultlines
felt compelled
to test their fragility
with my own
to ensure their strength
under
my scrutiny
until
all
(save one)
were shattered
she was the smallest
but her wings were large
enough
to hide
her eyes
(where all
of the gold
had found
a home)
touch like slivered
words
mine are the scars
to trace
winding their own merry way
and here is the end where even my god
fears to set his foot.
so?
are
you
ready
to
be
taken
by
my
little
hunger?
Forever tastes like this.
silver buttons on quiet shores
lies like shimmering lucidity upon which is balanced some small winged angel
wings to beat against the fury, like tossing pennies
into a wishing well made of liquid god.
wings to shelter human skin prone to cracking under the strain of holding us in.
wings to hide behind
wings to sob against
we have no wings.
we are left then with craving, crying, crawling.
—
Let them come
Let them come
And ask
why we must
always have this
driving anger
fucking about
till every inch of the hard-biting cry
Ends.
for I know them too well.
I am
too animal to be human
too human to be more
smiles cease
laughter breaks
and I am with the sea.
lovers leave
friendships pass
and I am with the sea.
words fail
memories fade
and I am with the sea.
rain falls
life stills
and I am with the sea.