An Intricate Excercise

Restraint

Master,

I have to tell you that I really wanted to handwrite this…

 

Rope LeftFoot

 

When you tied my last hand, so that now my feet and hands were bound, I pulled at you just a little bit…

  

 

 

…and then my body fell into the freedom that it presented. I could pull, which I did, as hard as I wanted. When I restrain myself, when you tell me not to move, I don’t get that freedom. While I was laying, face down on that pillow with my hands and feet tied, I couldn’t move away from you, so I had to face what you were doing to me, confront my feelings about it. Not confront as in fight, but confront as in this is what I wanted for so long, I could hardly breath.

 

One Response to “An Intricate Excercise”

  1. lea Says:

    lucky girl! How I envy her experience~~

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